All of the sudden, the thing... or Brain Slug?

Was discovered!!!  And all my dreams turn into nightmares...!

I wonder , who have I been all this years?!

How should I behave without this Thing's ? - Yes , I found out I've two of them , not only one ! My childhood was normal has possible - being a Scorpion;

made me special!  But,around my thirties, it felt like having an octopus inside my head - and the tentacles were taking all my information, my knowledge!

Many hopes, many changes, many places, many doctors...

No one seems to believe or understand  , no one will give me a hand

I feel my life is in stand by- just waiting for the green light !  It's like having a bomb inside my head- might never blow- might blow tomorrow, or the day after...

I have been Agnostic , all my life - should I turn into a Believer, now???

Will I have my life back, tomorrow???

Lena