I was made redundant last year on the 22/7/09 - one year,now - but I I still think I could be doing some work! It could be a part - time job - but a lot happened then - and still a lot is going on ,these day's ! At my ex work, my ex- manager didn't like me - that put extra stress on me , and the fact about neurosurgeons trying to hide one cyst from me and later - denying that the large cyst got bigger ! So, all this ( as well my mother's death) make me feel really ill! Of course , I'm not the same person any more - people can't rely on me - not even myself !!! I think that if i get a job now , will be very difficult to hold on to it...